be who you want to be.

Before i am drowned in my pile of chemistry books....

i just have to say...

Thank you for the inspirations that keep me moving on...

To become the person I want to be.

:)

I started this blog because of a person I met here.
Whom inspired me to fight for my dreams.

Her courageous war against all odds...simply fascinates the audiences of her life.

She is a good writer, she is a fashion creator, and most importantly, she is just being HERSELF.

What can be more inspiring to be around a person like her?
When things just simply turn against my will, I know I can still hold on to my faith strongly. It's not like you don't have to listen to others and all that, it's just when there are doubts about your doings, exert trust and faith in your own tiny little soul. It heals and reinforces the strength inside you.

I am easily intimidated by people around me, by their looks, their strengths and everything else. I never feel comfortable writing publicly, because I never find myself good enough to do so. But this time, I really want to try. For myself. It is the first step to become who I want to be. So let this be a diary that marks my transformation in the months to come.

I am blessed to be able to escape from my old form of life to this new one. It is not perfect, it does have A LOT of flaws and imperfections, such as...oh well better stop before the list gets started on...

But,,, look at the good side, it allows me to grow up, to face the world in such a way that has forced me to give up on all my innocent dreams

about friends,

about relationships,

about families, and even

about life.

When it all breaks me, it also builds me up.
Not such as innocent as before, but rather, sharpened in a way that life has forced me into.

So far? Not bad.

One thing for sure, is that I am still me.

and a bonus that tagged along is,,,, I think I get to know myself a little more.

So, just be that person you want to be. No matter what lies in front of you.

that's it for now...

b.